I started P90X today, at the urging of a friend. Well, not really the urging so much as the “here are the DVDs so you can do it”. I guess having someone to push you is a good thing. So today was day 1. I got about 70% through the workout before I felt like I was going to throw up. Not from working too hard – I wish… but from the damned Banana moves. Those are fricking horrible!! Possibly if I had abs of steel, I could balance my body on them while making an arc with my hands and legs, but I DO NOT have abs of steel – which is why I am doing this in the first place.
I dream of a fit body, with no poochies or overhangs or flab… I want it – I can see it. But for some strange unknown reason – I am truly afraid to achieve it. So maybe this will get me past that fear…
Tomorrow, I will do day 1 of P90X again, without eating anything first and see if that helps. I want to get through the whole DVD before I move onto day 2…
Incidentally – did you see Cameron Diaz at the Oscars on Sunday? Talk about an amazing body!! Those shoulders, arms and abs – simply amazing!! hard work gets you there – and I am gonna start working…